LyndseyMaureen.

twenty six years old. massachusetts.

April 19, 2014 11:41 am
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It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back she was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

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It’s not that I don’t love you. (via exoticwild)

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April 17, 2014 6:11 pm April 7, 2014 11:27 pm 11:26 pm
fahrvergnugen:

The REAL question here is: why not?

fahrvergnugen:

The REAL question here is: why not?

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April 6, 2014 9:52 am

redtemplo:

I AM CRYINNNNNNNNNNNNNNG

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9:43 am

wackyshenanigans:

i have never seen a post with a plot twist like this before

This is the exact mix of wonderful and awful parenting I expect most tumblr users will display in later life.

(Source: sandpit-life, via augustsong)

April 5, 2014 11:00 am
It’s a beautiful day for a wedding in Hull ❤️

It’s a beautiful day for a wedding in Hull ❤️

March 29, 2014 2:15 pm
Just spending my Saturday watching the Bruins, making diaper life preservers. #diapers #lifepreserver #nautical #babyshower #crafty

Just spending my Saturday watching the Bruins, making diaper life preservers. #diapers #lifepreserver #nautical #babyshower #crafty

March 20, 2014 6:52 pm
22 weeks yesterday #babybump #pregnancy #22weeks #Ialreadyfeelhuge

22 weeks yesterday #babybump #pregnancy #22weeks #Ialreadyfeelhuge

March 16, 2014 10:03 pm
These are the gems that @haveumetashley finds on the internet and sends me 👊💎 #childbirth #gems #pregnancyproblems #waitwhat #getallupinthere #howeven #dead

These are the gems that @haveumetashley finds on the internet and sends me 👊💎 #childbirth #gems #pregnancyproblems #waitwhat #getallupinthere #howeven #dead

8:51 pm
zombie-alpaca-sex-tarp:

bestrooftalkever:

coolstoryrob:

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerlin:

serionsly:

voyagevisuelle:

This a Moonmelon, scientifically knows as asidus. This fruit grows in some parts of Japan, and is known for its vibrant blue color. What you probably don’t know about this fruit is that it can switch flavors after you eat it. Everything sour will taste sweet, everything salty will taste bitter, and it gives water a strong orange-like taste. It’s also very expensive…costing about ¥16000 JPY (which is about 200 dollars).

or you know this could be photoshopped

but idk
you tell me


this is alexandrias melon (wow)
it never grows seeds but it can still produce other melons (its magic)
it is grown deep in the jungles of peru and can prevent you from aging well into the hundreds
it is known by the natives there as k’uhul ajaw cacao shi-jiiy.
its really strange how all of these pictures look exactly the same because everything on the internet is true


This is the Peppermeloni. (seriously gosh just look at that sexy mother fucker) Its scientific name is Tumblrous Pepperonus.
The only known specimen is in a pot in David Karps treasure dungeon. It is a tradition that a single slice is given to every tumblr blog that reaches 500,000 followers.
It has the remarkable property of being as healthy as watermelon but tasting like cheesy pepperoni pizza.
This planet is really just so amazing guys wow.


Patrickmelon
The taste of this melon will always surprise you.

I’m fucking done with this site

zombie-alpaca-sex-tarp:

bestrooftalkever:

coolstoryrob:

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerlin:

serionsly:

voyagevisuelle:

This a Moonmelon, scientifically knows as asidus. This fruit grows in some parts of Japan, and is known for its vibrant blue color. What you probably don’t know about this fruit is that it can switch flavors after you eat it. Everything sour will taste sweet, everything salty will taste bitter, and it gives water a strong orange-like taste. It’s also very expensive…costing about ¥16000 JPY (which is about 200 dollars).

or you know this could be photoshopped

image

but idk

you tell me

image

this is alexandrias melon (wow)

it never grows seeds but it can still produce other melons (its magic)

it is grown deep in the jungles of peru and can prevent you from aging well into the hundreds

it is known by the natives there as k’uhul ajaw cacao shi-jiiy.

its really strange how all of these pictures look exactly the same because everything on the internet is true

image

This is the Peppermeloni. (seriously gosh just look at that sexy mother fucker) Its scientific name is Tumblrous Pepperonus.

The only known specimen is in a pot in David Karps treasure dungeon. It is a tradition that a single slice is given to every tumblr blog that reaches 500,000 followers.

It has the remarkable property of being as healthy as watermelon but tasting like cheesy pepperoni pizza.

This planet is really just so amazing guys wow.

image

Patrickmelon

The taste of this melon will always surprise you.

I’m fucking done with this site

(Source: tumblr.com, via augustsong)

March 13, 2014 4:18 pm
If winter could GTFO already it would be woooonderful. #winter #icicles #gtfo #sodonealready #idratherbe9monthspregnantinjuly

If winter could GTFO already it would be woooonderful. #winter #icicles #gtfo #sodonealready #idratherbe9monthspregnantinjuly

March 9, 2014 6:51 pm
My favorite picture from today! 💖 #bellypics #20weeks #halfwaythere thank you @kimberlyway!

My favorite picture from today! 💖 #bellypics #20weeks #halfwaythere thank you @kimberlyway!

3:27 pm
Dressed up for once! 💖#selfiesunday #beautifulday #onestepclosertospring

Dressed up for once! 💖#selfiesunday #beautifulday #onestepclosertospring

12:23 pm
Katia looks like such a diva today @Kimberlyway #mygodchildisbetterthanyours #diva #cheetahprint #chubbybaby

Katia looks like such a diva today @Kimberlyway #mygodchildisbetterthanyours #diva #cheetahprint #chubbybaby